What are these feelings that have surfaced within
It's not pain, it's not fear, courageous it seems
I want to keep this feeling inside
Forever to exude like a fountain of mind
I want to speak up and express my heart
how can I express when I am starstruck
I read, I write, I watch videos to improve
My actions feel limited, my mind feels seduced
I know i have the power to deflect my thoughts
I do it all the times, just not the ones I sought
I can do this I can do this, I tell myself
situation calls and I feel I am insane
this belligerent mind I know can be tamed
I have to have hope and push my limits from bream
